What am I Waiting for?

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I'm waiting for something. 

I wish I knew what that something was. 

I just know there's got to more to life than going to school and work. 

Work is frustrating because I am anything but a people person. I don't really enjoy talking to people. I used to when I was younger. But then I realized that the older I got, the more people judged me. If you just keep your head down and keep quite it's much easier to go unnoticed. Easier to avoid judgment. So, having to deal with 100's of people a day gets...stressful.  

School is boring, and I haven't learned anything new so far. It is actually really frustrating paying for classes that are a joke. I just want to learn about things that I care about. Not even that, I just want to learn things that aren't taught to a second grader. I want to write about subjects that make people uncomfortable. I want to compete with others for the highest grade. I want to be challenged. 

In high school I knew this kid who would sleep through every single one of his classes. I asked him one day why he was so tired all the time. But he told me that he didn't sleep in class because he

was tired. He slept in class because there was absolutely no reason why he needed to be there other than the fact that he needed a good attendance grade. I, of course, pointed my nose up and assumed that he was just some dumb delinquent that was probably going to fail the class. That next week the boy slept right through all of his classes as usual. I was curious about what he had scored on the end of the week exam so I glanced at his paper when our teacher handed them out. Get this, he scored 100%. It wasn't an easy assignment, either. He ended up passing the class with an A.

I never really understood it until now. I am almost 100% positive that I could sleep through all of my current classes and still manage to pass my classes with a B or higher. 

I know it's only one semester and I shouldn't be complaining...but I am so bored. I can't even handle it. I'm ready to go ahead and start a career. I'm tired of doing assignments that in the end mean nothing. They are things that as soon as they are graded I will be throwing away. 

I want to have a deadline to meet. I want to make a difference to something that matters. Not just another student that is about to have another paper graded. 

I want to do math problems that take up an entire page. I want to debate real issues. I want to write poetry that makes people cry. 

I guess I do know what I am waiting for. 

I am waiting for some kind of reason to be here. 

Girls Are Weird. So Are Boys.

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Boys only want love if it's torture. 

It's a Taylor Swift song, and it's words are so true that it hurts. 

Same thing goes with girls. 

Here's an example. 

Say a girl has to choose between two different situations. 

1st One!:

 There's a boy that she likes, he's pretty attractive, but he doesn't

give her the time of day. She messages him everyday, and he responds with one word. She'll ask for him to come hang out with her, and he's never really all that excited. She wants him so much she can't stand it. But it's clear that he doesn't care about her at all. But she still thinks there might be a chance.
  2nd One!:

Then there is the other boy! He is ...let's say average. Not her type at all.  She isn't interested in him in anyway other than a friend. They have a lot in common, but she just isn't feeling it. He, however, is convinced that he can win her over. He texts her everyday. Always wanting to spend time with her, always wanting to make her happy. 
VERDICT?!

Looking at this, it's easy to say, "Don't give the first one the time of day, he obviously does not care about the girl." 

It's easy to say "The second one will make her happier in the end." 

But that's just not quite how we work, now is it?

 It's easier said then done. We seem to only want the things that are bad for us. In my previous blogs I talk about 'human nature.' This is another example of human nature and how it sucks. 

We want what we can't have. 

Here's a fun little study that shows our human nature at it's worst/best. 

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Brain Storm time. What if this was you?

 (If you were a guy, what if you were stuck between two girls) 

And don't be that smart ass that decides they want both. 

                                     Both is not an option.

The one that you love 

that doesn't love you?

OR

The one that you don't love that loves you? 

Hope I at least gave you something to think about! 
What would you do?